我无法入眠
因为这一句
原来这么多年了
原来你是如此的辛苦
2012年3月22日星期四
Although I am a LAUGHTER, but i will feel hurt or sad as well
i really very gek sam today !!!
afternoon after work !! i get accident !!!
i bang the motor !!but is not my fault !!
我亲眼目睹他从摩托上翻滚下来然后躺在十字路中间！
我的妈啊！！我简直是怕到！！！
整个人在震！！！
i have no idea to forget about it man !!
the situation is so much so scary !! gosh !!
about my friendship problems...
we plan to go somewhere else to spent our holiday on our sem break
but..too bad... there is so much things happen between us........
maybe we all misunderstanding between among ourselves ~
but...i am trying to repair it... but too bad..
im still fail ~
and one of the members decided to quit the trip........
but for sure..
i will not going to quit......
it is because i paid for everthings dy..
and because of bii dy prepare himself and he wanted to enjoy holiday with me..
takkan i just because like this and im quit also ~
not sayings that im more care bout my man...
but i will depends the situation..
and this is the 1st times we go for holiday.. and i really hope that we can enjoy it.....
but is ok~ my member she don want to go ~ and i also wont force her..
coz i understand her feelings....
just now i get 2 calls !!
2 calls also shoot me till 9 9 !!
ok ~not sayings that shoot me till so serious la ~
盆到我一面屁
i really don understand
why i am always the one who in middle?
why not just straight away tell the ppl that have problems with you?
why why need to tells me? and do you think that i can help it?
hey people , come on...
although i am always makes jokes, bringing happiness for you guys, talking crab
although i am a LAUGHTER...
but...
please la.....
i also got emotional de ok?
i will feel sad also ....
i will feel hurt as well......
2011年12月17日星期六
2011年12月16日星期五
矛盾的人生
圣诞节快到了~
我相信每个人都会有自己的一套童话故事
每年的圣诞节
我都会一样
自己为自己倒数
然后在等待着我
梦寐以求想见到的
圣诞老人
但是
每年都遇不见
或许该说我们没缘分
还是
这个世界上没有圣诞老人这回事？？
我还记得，以前小时我把袜子挂在门把
然后向天祷告，希望圣诞老人会出现
然后给我礼物
怎知真的给我收到礼物（一支钢笔）
当我打开来看，我一眼就看得出是我爸爸的笔
以前的我只想到要礼物
但是
现在的我并不想收到礼物
但
我真的希望能够见到他一面
抱着他
这该多温暖啊？
但是为什么每年我都带着失望的心情
然后就睡着了
到了第二天，就会告诉自己
这一切都是假的
但是人总是矛盾
明明知道不可能
但是
每次都不会放弃的在等待他的出现~
我相信每个人都会有自己的一套童话故事
每年的圣诞节
我都会一样
自己为自己倒数
然后在等待着我
梦寐以求想见到的
圣诞老人
但是
每年都遇不见
或许该说我们没缘分
还是
这个世界上没有圣诞老人这回事？？
我还记得，以前小时我把袜子挂在门把
然后向天祷告，希望圣诞老人会出现
然后给我礼物
怎知真的给我收到礼物（一支钢笔）
当我打开来看，我一眼就看得出是我爸爸的笔
以前的我只想到要礼物
但是
现在的我并不想收到礼物
但
我真的希望能够见到他一面
抱着他
这该多温暖啊？
但是为什么每年我都带着失望的心情
然后就睡着了
到了第二天，就会告诉自己
这一切都是假的
但是人总是矛盾
明明知道不可能
但是
每次都不会放弃的在等待他的出现~
2011年8月29日星期一
伤心篇
你们的脑到底在装什么？
为什么总是那样！
你们有想过我的感受吗？
他说要读书，就让他读！
你们有想过读书需要到什么吗？
你们有想过他为什么要到国外去吗？
你们有想过他现在几岁了？
你们有想过要让他长大吗？
还是继续的让你们辛苦？
你们到底在想什么？
读书有那么容易吗？？？
他说一年9000 ！！！ 真么吗？？？
他确定他一年就能毕业啊？
读书那比钱谁要负责？
又是爸爸吗？他没有钱了啦！
他说用你们供的保险钱！！
他妈的！！！
我妈竟然说：“给他啦！他的钱来的！你收着都没有用！”
什么事叫他的钱？每个月是谁在供？是我的爸爸在供的啊！！
我真的很失望！！！
我妈每次总是帮着我哥哥！！
每次有事发生时，我妈就会哭！！！
问我要怎样怎样！！
令我觉得很烦！！！
可是你有想过为什么会这样呢？
是因为你！！
太宠他 ！！！
他才会有今天的他！！！
我为了他，
我牺牲了我的车
！！
你要记得！！
你从来没有给过我一分钱！！
买了那两车！
那笔钱竟然要给他！！
想到我的火都滚！！！
竟然为了他！
你大长途电话
骂我到 9 9 6 ！！！
说我害到他没有得读书！！
什么话来的！！！
我真的很累！！！
为什么总是那样！
你们有想过我的感受吗？
他说要读书，就让他读！
你们有想过读书需要到什么吗？
你们有想过他为什么要到国外去吗？
你们有想过他现在几岁了？
你们有想过要让他长大吗？
还是继续的让你们辛苦？
你们到底在想什么？
读书有那么容易吗？？？
他说一年9000 ！！！ 真么吗？？？
他确定他一年就能毕业啊？
读书那比钱谁要负责？
又是爸爸吗？他没有钱了啦！
他说用你们供的保险钱！！
他妈的！！！
我妈竟然说：“给他啦！他的钱来的！你收着都没有用！”
什么事叫他的钱？每个月是谁在供？是我的爸爸在供的啊！！
我真的很失望！！！
我妈每次总是帮着我哥哥！！
每次有事发生时，我妈就会哭！！！
问我要怎样怎样！！
令我觉得很烦！！！
可是你有想过为什么会这样呢？
是因为你！！
太宠他 ！！！
他才会有今天的他！！！
我为了他，
我牺牲了我的车
！！
你要记得！！
你从来没有给过我一分钱！！
买了那两车！
那笔钱竟然要给他！！
想到我的火都滚！！！
竟然为了他！
你大长途电话
骂我到 9 9 6 ！！！
说我害到他没有得读书！！
什么话来的！！！
我真的很累！！！
2011年7月31日星期日
2011年6月25日星期六
give me sometimes
我现在真的连呼一口气都觉得很痛
很痛
痛得我不敢大口大口的吸气
害怕我会断气
哭了几天后
今天的我终于停止了
总算分得开我的情绪
控制得到
我剪了头发了
希望会带给我好运
剪掉了所有不好的事
wish all the good things will come to me
很痛
痛得我不敢大口大口的吸气
害怕我会断气
哭了几天后
今天的我终于停止了
总算分得开我的情绪
控制得到
我剪了头发了
希望会带给我好运
剪掉了所有不好的事
wish all the good things will come to me
2011年6月22日星期三
fail to control my EQ
今天的我
完全是灵魂飘出我的身体了
我完全找不回我自己
我没办法让自己有空闲的时间
还是自己独自的时间
每当我一静下来
我的脑海里又出现
所有总总的烦恼
亲爱的
告诉我该怎样
好不好？
昨晚到现在还在哭着
我真的很挣扎啊~
bii
please hug me tight
i need a hug
i need a shoulder
i need energry to stay strong
yes i know ~
im trying to get my spirit come back ~
i am so sorry to all my little girls and boys~
is really unfair to you all ~
because of my private things
i have totally no mood to teach
no motivasi to teach
don have to heart to stay close with you all
and don have the mood to work
but please give me sometimes to me clam myself
i really cant accept
although i know this is the fact
no matter how i also have to face it
but please really give me sometimes
because i really 处理不到
fail to control my EQ again
完全是灵魂飘出我的身体了
我完全找不回我自己
我没办法让自己有空闲的时间
还是自己独自的时间
每当我一静下来
我的脑海里又出现
所有总总的烦恼
亲爱的
告诉我该怎样
好不好？
昨晚到现在还在哭着
我真的很挣扎啊~
bii
please hug me tight
i need a hug
i need a shoulder
i need energry to stay strong
yes i know ~
im trying to get my spirit come back ~
i am so sorry to all my little girls and boys~
is really unfair to you all ~
because of my private things
i have totally no mood to teach
no motivasi to teach
don have to heart to stay close with you all
and don have the mood to work
but please give me sometimes to me clam myself
i really cant accept
although i know this is the fact
no matter how i also have to face it
but please really give me sometimes
because i really 处理不到
fail to control my EQ again
2011年6月21日星期二
2011年6月17日星期五
2011年6月6日星期一
6.6.2011
was it a good day for me?
no i don think so ~
1st...in my kindergarten~
a little girl who is 4 years old~
her eyes bleeding~ due to a little boy poke her eyes till bleeding~
i was super scare and nervous~ and of cause super heart pain ~
when i saw the little girl in the suffer situation~
oh my god~ my heart is bleeding as well~
i believe that tomorrow when i go back to kindergarten~
sure i will kena shoot 9 9 ~
coz all teacher already kena shoot 9 9 today~ so i think tomorrow is my turn
but however~ i was in my duty i don know what was happen at living hall~
2nd
i was bit of accident when i turn in to my college when i am driving~
i thought nothing
but who knows~
when i finish my class~
on the way going back to my home
suddenly a women told me that my tayar lack of air~
now i really understand ~
why a phone cant in a no credit situation!
is super dangerous~
like just now~ when i need help~ i cant find a ppl~ coz my phn out of credit~
thank god ~
alicea was behind me~then i pull down my mirrow and show her my hand in the air~
then she called me and asked what was happen to me~
after i told her everythings~
she very clam to bring me to a petrol station~
due to~ we 2 also don know how to check the tayar~
so we go and find a tayar man~
then he came to my car and told me my tayar was bao tai !!!!
gosh !!
my heart was breaking !
because i know it will spent alot of money to repair !
somemore~ i don have such a huge amount money in my bag !!
only left rm20 !!
see !!!
how dare i am !!!
really thank god she beside me~
she paid for me at the end~
really thanks~
untill now i also scare to drive alone~ seriously~
i don know whY~
feel so insecure right now~
just now went to yam cha with my ji mui~
at Uma Rani~
thanks them to cheer me up at the end~
hahhaha~
was it a good day for me?
no i don think so ~
1st...in my kindergarten~
a little girl who is 4 years old~
her eyes bleeding~ due to a little boy poke her eyes till bleeding~
i was super scare and nervous~ and of cause super heart pain ~
when i saw the little girl in the suffer situation~
oh my god~ my heart is bleeding as well~
i believe that tomorrow when i go back to kindergarten~
sure i will kena shoot 9 9 ~
coz all teacher already kena shoot 9 9 today~ so i think tomorrow is my turn
but however~ i was in my duty i don know what was happen at living hall~
2nd
i was bit of accident when i turn in to my college when i am driving~
i thought nothing
but who knows~
when i finish my class~
on the way going back to my home
suddenly a women told me that my tayar lack of air~
now i really understand ~
why a phone cant in a no credit situation!
is super dangerous~
like just now~ when i need help~ i cant find a ppl~ coz my phn out of credit~
thank god ~
alicea was behind me~then i pull down my mirrow and show her my hand in the air~
then she called me and asked what was happen to me~
after i told her everythings~
she very clam to bring me to a petrol station~
due to~ we 2 also don know how to check the tayar~
so we go and find a tayar man~
then he came to my car and told me my tayar was bao tai !!!!
gosh !!
my heart was breaking !
because i know it will spent alot of money to repair !
somemore~ i don have such a huge amount money in my bag !!
only left rm20 !!
see !!!
how dare i am !!!
really thank god she beside me~
she paid for me at the end~
really thanks~
untill now i also scare to drive alone~ seriously~
i don know whY~
feel so insecure right now~
just now went to yam cha with my ji mui~
at Uma Rani~
thanks them to cheer me up at the end~
hahhaha~
2011年6月3日星期五
new sem new life
recently i cant really sleep well
sometimes is nightmare
sometimes is ..i also don know why
i already start my 4th semester now
overall everythings still as usual
nothing much changes
only my heart
haha
i still not yet ready to study
hahaha
recently everyday keep lepak with my ladies
although i have not much money right now
but
i still everyday early go to college to have brunch
or lepak with them
haha
just hope my salary can faster reach my hand! coz i really gonna die soon !! ahaha
that day we went to sing k!
cool man !
awesome wei !! hahaa
already 2 years never go for sing k session arleady
hahhaa
but this time i went with my ladies~
carmen,anna, sean and alicea
hahha
oh my god !!it is fun man !
seriously gonna plan it again before kindergarten open school !!
haha
next sunday~
which is 12th of June 2011
i will go for the marathon at klang
with anna, sean and carmen
haha
oh my god !
is 5km
haha
although mommy still scolding me and try to stop me
but i stil wnat to go ~hahha
aiyo mommy, i know how to take care myself i know where is my limited~
hahha
she too worry my asthma~ hahha
but i believe it will be a very fun trip for us~ haha
bii and me
everythings still come by smooth~ haha
but
i super miss you
almost 1 week we never meet each other already!
hahha
looking forward for tomorrow~ haha
coz finally we can meet each other and have a movie~haha
but i rather we movie at home
haha
coz i can sleep anytime anywhere
haha
just lying on your body then sleep 9 9 like that day !! haha
super comfortable man !!! haha
somemore can save money as well~
but too bad don have air con haha
but is ok for me la ~ haha
coz i already used to it no air con de life~ haha
only my fatty~ haha
he super cute~
when i lying on his body and enjoy the movie~
suddenly i fall a sleep~he don dare to move and don dare to wake me up
he just let me sleep 9 9 ~
haha
kesianNya dear~ haha
when i wake up~ only i realize i tertidur hahha
then that time only you move and your behind all is sweat !! haha super hot~ hahha
enjoy~
sometimes is nightmare
sometimes is ..i also don know why
i already start my 4th semester now
overall everythings still as usual
nothing much changes
only my heart
haha
i still not yet ready to study
hahaha
recently everyday keep lepak with my ladies
although i have not much money right now
but
i still everyday early go to college to have brunch
or lepak with them
haha
just hope my salary can faster reach my hand! coz i really gonna die soon !! ahaha
that day we went to sing k!
cool man !
awesome wei !! hahaa
already 2 years never go for sing k session arleady
hahhaa
but this time i went with my ladies~
carmen,anna, sean and alicea
hahha
oh my god !!it is fun man !
seriously gonna plan it again before kindergarten open school !!
haha
next sunday~
which is 12th of June 2011
i will go for the marathon at klang
with anna, sean and carmen
haha
oh my god !
is 5km
haha
although mommy still scolding me and try to stop me
but i stil wnat to go ~hahha
aiyo mommy, i know how to take care myself i know where is my limited~
hahha
she too worry my asthma~ hahha
but i believe it will be a very fun trip for us~ haha
bii and me
everythings still come by smooth~ haha
but
i super miss you
almost 1 week we never meet each other already!
hahha
looking forward for tomorrow~ haha
coz finally we can meet each other and have a movie~haha
but i rather we movie at home
haha
coz i can sleep anytime anywhere
haha
just lying on your body then sleep 9 9 like that day !! haha
super comfortable man !!! haha
somemore can save money as well~
but too bad don have air con haha
but is ok for me la ~ haha
coz i already used to it no air con de life~ haha
only my fatty~ haha
he super cute~
when i lying on his body and enjoy the movie~
suddenly i fall a sleep~he don dare to move and don dare to wake me up
he just let me sleep 9 9 ~
haha
kesianNya dear~ haha
when i wake up~ only i realize i tertidur hahha
then that time only you move and your behind all is sweat !! haha super hot~ hahha
enjoy~
2011年5月26日星期四
疑问
今天是 bii 的生日~
生日快乐 bii~
今天的我原本的心情
都还蛮好的~
因为是我的爱人第一天的19岁~
但是突然
我收到一封 mail
我的心情变得很复杂
不知道该怎样
我该相信他
还是要问他
还是当做什么都不知道？
我真的不知道
突然之间
被别人叫我离开他远点
因为他是她的
到底发生什么事？
有谁能告诉我啊？
这样让我有点难受
我不知道我该想你谁
bii
我不想再失望多一次
也不想再次的委屈自己
因为这已经不是第1次了
这个女孩子
已经骂了我2次了
也不能用骂来形容
但是我不知道要怎样形容
第1次
是我们刚在一起的时候
当我们还是17 岁的时候
她也找过我一次
跟我说： alvin is mine , you go away
现在我们已经19 岁了
她再次的找上了我
说： alvin mine,you no love him ! me sucky sucky him long time! Get out of my store
还在你的wall post
说：
alvin, me love you long time. Melody never find out! me sucky sucky!
天啊~
让我觉得你很鸡叻
女人当中你也算最cheap的一个
我不是要骂你还是什么
我承认当我一看到这些时
我有一度的怀疑自己的决定是否是对还是错
也有一度的怀疑你是否真心的对我
让我的脑海出现很多的画面
但是当我在冲凉房试着让自己冷静的想回时
我有一度的选择相信你
因为她的样子让我觉得很鸡~
我该对自己有信心
才能对你有信心
我希望我选择闭嘴
是好的啦
但是
...
我的心始终还是会有个疑问
haiz ~
所以我说： 感情的事，不是个个人都玩得起
生日快乐 bii~
今天的我原本的心情
都还蛮好的~
因为是我的爱人第一天的19岁~
但是突然
我收到一封 mail
我的心情变得很复杂
不知道该怎样
我该相信他
还是要问他
还是当做什么都不知道？
我真的不知道
突然之间
被别人叫我离开他远点
因为他是她的
到底发生什么事？
有谁能告诉我啊？
这样让我有点难受
我不知道我该想你谁
bii
我不想再失望多一次
也不想再次的委屈自己
因为这已经不是第1次了
这个女孩子
已经骂了我2次了
也不能用骂来形容
但是我不知道要怎样形容
第1次
是我们刚在一起的时候
当我们还是17 岁的时候
她也找过我一次
跟我说： alvin is mine , you go away
现在我们已经19 岁了
她再次的找上了我
说： alvin mine,you no love him ! me sucky sucky him long time! Get out of my store
还在你的wall post
说：
alvin, me love you long time. Melody never find out! me sucky sucky!
天啊~
让我觉得你很鸡叻
女人当中你也算最cheap的一个
我不是要骂你还是什么
我承认当我一看到这些时
我有一度的怀疑自己的决定是否是对还是错
也有一度的怀疑你是否真心的对我
让我的脑海出现很多的画面
但是当我在冲凉房试着让自己冷静的想回时
我有一度的选择相信你
因为她的样子让我觉得很鸡~
我该对自己有信心
才能对你有信心
我希望我选择闭嘴
是好的啦
但是
...
我的心始终还是会有个疑问
haiz ~
所以我说： 感情的事，不是个个人都玩得起
2011年5月23日星期一
bik cik
哇老~
super lag !!
everytime when night my line sure very lag de !!
make me feel bik cik to online
and i wanted to deleted my mail box lo
seriously is going to boom lo
already going 2000 jor !!!
walao
delete untill i scare jor !!
sei mr gay ar !!
boom my facebook wall till my mail box going to boom !!!
super lag !!
everytime when night my line sure very lag de !!
make me feel bik cik to online
and i wanted to deleted my mail box lo
seriously is going to boom lo
already going 2000 jor !!!
walao
delete untill i scare jor !!
sei mr gay ar !!
boom my facebook wall till my mail box going to boom !!!
2011年5月19日星期四
2011年5月17日星期二
enjoy day~
today
we actually plan to have movie at 1u
but !!!
all the parking full !!
so kua zhang lo ~~ｈａｈａ
then we went to the curve to have movie
PRIEST!!!
hahaha i slp all the time~
hahaha
for me this movie not really nice
coz i was sleeping all the time~
maybe is boring la or maybe my medicine still progresssing !!
hahaha
bii keep push me ask me watched with him~ｈａｈａ
but i really very tired and sleepy le dear
hahahaha
after movie we walk all the way to ikea to try the ice cream
!!!
but sold out !!!
hahaa
then we walk back to have pan mee~ hahaa
bii keep boom me lo !!
haha
i love today~
i enjoy today~ｈａｈａ
happy birthday to MY DADDY!!!
we actually plan to have movie at 1u
but !!!
all the parking full !!
so kua zhang lo ~~ｈａｈａ
then we went to the curve to have movie
PRIEST!!!
hahaha i slp all the time~
hahaha
for me this movie not really nice
coz i was sleeping all the time~
maybe is boring la or maybe my medicine still progresssing !!
hahaha
bii keep push me ask me watched with him~ｈａｈａ
but i really very tired and sleepy le dear
hahahaha
after movie we walk all the way to ikea to try the ice cream
!!!
but sold out !!!
hahaa
then we walk back to have pan mee~ hahaa
bii keep boom me lo !!
haha
i love today~
i enjoy today~ｈａｈａ
happy birthday to MY DADDY!!!
2011年5月16日星期一
跌倒篇
pig mouth !!!hahahhaahe is a cute guy
he is very good to me
hahhaha
but he always bully me !!!
make me don know whether want to angry or laugh !! hahaa
今天！！！
可算是历史重演啊！
我的人生！！
我竟然跌进水沟里！！！
我的天啊~
这是我人生中的阴影啊~
我的童年阴影！！
曾经我被我的哥哥推我进水沟
然后我的脚是完全伸不出来的
然后我的爸爸是死命的拔我出来~
然后我的脚留下了疤痕！！！
今天的我
竟然在餐馆前面
跌进水沟
当我的脚插进时，是如此的肮脏啊！
什么垃圾都有！
想到我都想吐！！！！
我的脚竟然被污染了！！！！
重点来了：
这次没有人扶我
是我自己爬起来的！！
掌声鼓励鼓励！
但是我还是流泪了
哈哈
因为真的很痛
也很丢脸！！！
流血了~吓死我！
哈哈
2011年5月15日星期日
Sport day Little Inventor
today Little Inventor having a big day
which is sport day
gosh!!!
damn tired today !! super tired!!
thank god i drank alot of honey yesterday night~
if not i think i cant talk today!! hahhaa
i think ya~
as a teacher must drink honey everyday
so that ya..........wont lost voice or sore throat
!!!
today super busy~
7something reach puchong
then start to busy all the girls for cheer leading
tie hair la..
change their custome la
then boy change their pants la~
after that get ready to marching lo~
after march
is cheerleading !!
although my girls and boys bit blur
but is ok ~
try and enjoy is important~
after that,
i non stop to run up run down
get ready my 5 years old children activity!!!
is non stop !!!
i was very gan jiong!!
keep scream there coz want them to be more fast ~ haha
although the end they all also get consolation
but is ok for me
at least children participate
they enjoy
they try to fall down
coz for me i wil think that
if a child never fall down
they wont grow up
so let them try everythings
children, teacher really proud of you all !!
after finish all the children part
is parents turn
wow
super super excited man !!
especially the tuck on wall !!!
Jay Jay parents really nice la !!
super friendly!!ｈａｈａａ
thank you jayjay father help us to won the trophy!!ｈａｈａ
while we watching they play
we also feel want to play..
suddenly miss wong
allow all the teacher to play!!
cool man !!ｈａｈａ
finally our dream come true !!
hahhaa
seriously ............
my hand untill now also feel pain !!
im on the 4th places
gosh !!!
actually we win jor de lo !!
miss wong 没有吹口哨！！
弄到我们到最后
后面的人放弃了
开始松手
然后我们前面的人全部被拉走了！！
好不服气！！
but seriously we realy do enjoy it !!!
really very excited !!!
cant forget the feelings that i having just now !!!
hahhahaha
bii..
i drive very carefull jor de lo !
just sambil drive sambil text with you only
thats why you will feel i so fast reach !!
hahhahaa
don worry
i know how to take care myself
i know how to protect myself
hahaha
don so worry bout me la
im not small baby
but im big baby for you
i know that!!!
hahhahaaaaha
somemore sure you wil add the "fat fat" infront
!!!!
sei fatty you !!! hahhaa
no fat also give you call dao fat jor la !!ｈａａｈｈａ
i was lying on bed to type all this !!ｈａｈａ
hug hug !!!
coz baby's eyes going to close jor~
dear night ~
hug tight me~raining somemore thunder:'(
muackz~
which is sport day
gosh!!!
damn tired today !! super tired!!
thank god i drank alot of honey yesterday night~
if not i think i cant talk today!! hahhaa
i think ya~
as a teacher must drink honey everyday
so that ya..........wont lost voice or sore throat
!!!
today super busy~
7something reach puchong
then start to busy all the girls for cheer leading
tie hair la..
change their custome la
then boy change their pants la~
after that get ready to marching lo~
after march
is cheerleading !!
although my girls and boys bit blur
but is ok ~
try and enjoy is important~
after that,
i non stop to run up run down
get ready my 5 years old children activity!!!
is non stop !!!
i was very gan jiong!!
keep scream there coz want them to be more fast ~ haha
although the end they all also get consolation
but is ok for me
at least children participate
they enjoy
they try to fall down
coz for me i wil think that
if a child never fall down
they wont grow up
so let them try everythings
children, teacher really proud of you all !!
after finish all the children part
is parents turn
wow
super super excited man !!
especially the tuck on wall !!!
Jay Jay parents really nice la !!
super friendly!!ｈａｈａａ
thank you jayjay father help us to won the trophy!!ｈａｈａ
while we watching they play
we also feel want to play..
suddenly miss wong
allow all the teacher to play!!
cool man !!ｈａｈａ
finally our dream come true !!
hahhaa
seriously ............
my hand untill now also feel pain !!
im on the 4th places
gosh !!!
actually we win jor de lo !!
miss wong 没有吹口哨！！
弄到我们到最后
后面的人放弃了
开始松手
然后我们前面的人全部被拉走了！！
好不服气！！
but seriously we realy do enjoy it !!!
really very excited !!!
cant forget the feelings that i having just now !!!
hahhahaha
bii..
i drive very carefull jor de lo !
just sambil drive sambil text with you only
thats why you will feel i so fast reach !!
hahhahaa
don worry
i know how to take care myself
i know how to protect myself
hahaha
don so worry bout me la
im not small baby
but im big baby for you
i know that!!!
hahhahaaaaha
somemore sure you wil add the "fat fat" infront
!!!!
sei fatty you !!! hahhaa
no fat also give you call dao fat jor la !!ｈａａｈｈａ
i was lying on bed to type all this !!ｈａｈａ
hug hug !!!
coz baby's eyes going to close jor~
dear night ~
hug tight me~raining somemore thunder:'(
muackz~
2011年5月14日星期六
情绪有点低落的我
在这几个小时里
都过得有点的矛盾
我的脑海
一直都出现一个问题
我在怀疑我自己！！！
我在怀疑我自己的决定是否对还是错~
怎么搞的？
为什么我已经选择接受
但
我还要去怀疑
！！！
简直就是多此一举！！！
可是我觉得有点没有安全感
每当我听到你的电话响
我的心就有点...
不知道要用什么字形容的感觉
不是怕也不是吃醋也不是不爽
就有种不懂什么样的心情
然后
我就会闭嘴
不想说话
不是你做得不好
还是什么
是我的问题~真的是我的问题
可能就像朋友们所说的
有第一次，就会有第二次
大佬，啊姐
有谁想要有这样的第二次哦？
虽然我们都已经跟对方说过
什么都不要去想
珍惜这一次的复合
珍惜现在的我们
珍惜现在我们的日子
珍惜现在就好
因为我们大家都不想让这个变成遗憾
也不想让它变成一个没有句号的回忆
突然之间觉得很挣扎
有点痛苦
开始我的消极念头了
情绪有点低落的我
都过得有点的矛盾
我的脑海
一直都出现一个问题
我在怀疑我自己！！！
我在怀疑我自己的决定是否对还是错~
怎么搞的？
为什么我已经选择接受
但
我还要去怀疑
！！！
简直就是多此一举！！！
可是我觉得有点没有安全感
每当我听到你的电话响
我的心就有点...
不知道要用什么字形容的感觉
不是怕也不是吃醋也不是不爽
就有种不懂什么样的心情
然后
我就会闭嘴
不想说话
不是你做得不好
还是什么
是我的问题~真的是我的问题
可能就像朋友们所说的
有第一次，就会有第二次
大佬，啊姐
有谁想要有这样的第二次哦？
虽然我们都已经跟对方说过
什么都不要去想
珍惜这一次的复合
珍惜现在的我们
珍惜现在我们的日子
珍惜现在就好
因为我们大家都不想让这个变成遗憾
也不想让它变成一个没有句号的回忆
突然之间觉得很挣扎
有点痛苦
开始我的消极念头了
情绪有点低落的我
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