dance life

today

i back to dance life...

i don know is it correct a not..

now i really feel so sad...

i cant even do well a easy exercise..

i cant even catch up...

i keep not give up..

but till the end...i really cant control my emo anymore...

i cried out

i know

i know cant do cant do lo..no need so serious de....

you said: dance just for fun...

but ...

for me..

i really hope i can do well...

before start the class i already very scare and stress..

i already long time dint dance ....

somemore this class are so high level....i really knew i cant catch up de...

but i really hate the feelings....

you even dint look at me somemore...

inside your heart just have TAN YEE MIN !!!!!!!!

is it i did a wrong decision to back to my dance life???

i really very confused....

shabu shabu

hoho..
today after my last paper PERDAGANGAN
i step out from school i saw someone..that is my hubby..
wow..so surprise..haha..
so happy saw him..and he become more lengzai le..haha..
than we walk together to m with polly..
than i meet selly..
i really feel wanna eat shabu shabu..than all decided to go eat..
thats good..
but !!!!!
so far man...
we use walk to there..not with cab..
oh no !!!!
super duper hot and tired...
1stly we went to mei zi de..
than alvin suddenly said he want eat shabu shabu
than he just walk out from mei zi le..
i so scare don know want how..than..
i also follow him walk out than turn selly..
oh no man..
such a lame and shame things..
i really don dare to go mei zi anymore...really so fish lo....
after that we use walk again..
we went to shabu shabu
than go in and eat..
we all thought is buffet...just pay RM10 something than can eat till i shuang
but.....they wrote...
lunch time is calculate by plate...
walao ei..so finally we all choose to take set lo..RM9.90
than eat eat eat.walao ei...
my noodless....
really is very full....i really cant tahan le..
i feel don wan eat le..but..they said will kena denda if dint finish the food..
so no idea lo..
i force myself to finish it..
my hubby are too full le..he cant help me...
so really no idea..i keep put inside my mouth..really is very full...
after 2 hours we pay than we steps out from the shop..
i feel want vomit....is too full i cant tahan the feelings.
but i tahan it....untill we all reached batu 5..really cant tahan le..
when we going to bus stop by using the jejantas
i already feel all the things already stuck at my throat
than we went to kfc
i terus go in the toilet and vomit....
oh my god..this is the 1st time that i eat till like this..
really so suffer.....

tomorrow he start work le...
so must more independence le..
haha...
love you my dear..
muackz


today is the last day at school..
but don know why i dint have the feelings....
i miss my babies....

......

yo..
today..
go and change my tooth colours BLUE
than after that went to my brother's salon cut hair..
haha..i have a new hair stlye...
a new look..
haha..is satisfied...but....
more few days go cut again..and put colour..hahah
cold man..


damn !!
damn it !!!!
bull shit !!!!
angry now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on diet

yo...

tomorrow 8th of december...

i will go and change my tooth colour..haha..

happy...and looking forward..

but also feel little sad because cant eat again....

damn it...

now i promise myself..i want to be slim down..

because of new year...

i want have a new look...

especially my ceong sam..

haha....

start from tomorrow i will start my plan..

on diet....

cool....

hope this time wont give up so early..haha..

yes...

melody you can de..haha...

because of my future...

i want become a BALLET DANCER !!!!

BALLET TEACHER !!!!!

still left a day

just one day...

oh no...

i no more school life anymore le...

don know we still can meet like everyday we finish school ??

don know whether we already step out from this school we will change till how..

we will still friend?friend like now??we will still care each other?we will still share everythings with each other???we will still eat together??we will still can go toilet together????

so many question in my mind now.....

so emo ...

really emo

all my babies...

hope i will still inside you all heart...still care me...still sayang me....

THE END

my false ????????????????????

ha~
晴天霹雳 !!!
is my false????
she said is my false ~!!!!!
i have nothing to say now...why everythings is my false???
all is mine???why????
my heart feel like a sharp knife to cut it down....

angry with the p1

haha..today..

kin mouth so GOOD...

in the car said the person when we reach ts we saw the person..

too bad....haha..

haha..just now so funny...so many leng leng pic...free will upload some to share with you all..

friends keep said i less update blog now...

actually not i don wan update..

is the shit p1 !!!

already almost a week....pay also pay jor la..

still don wan let me online...

what is the hell that you all talking bout??

what kind of the attitude to treat your costumer??

bull shi la p1 !!!

rubbish too....