dad mom

today
24/6/2010
i most hate day..........
just now when dad and mom came back from night market..
don know what happen they all argue at night market there..
i just know when they reached home..
they already scolding each other......
mom said dad are so black heart!! let her kena rain so long time....and dint show the right position to mom..make mom to go so far to find the car....
and dad was said: i told you the way..you never listne properly...

i don know and i cant say anythings now.
because i don know what happening actually.......
as usual..mom still keep scolding dad..
than maybe dad already cant patient to mom already..
start to be rude with her..
1stly he use his arm to croos over my mom neck..
he looks like want to kill my mom...
i was shock and i ran in to pull them......
i was very scared and keep scream..asked them stop !!
by the times..no ppl help me.........
only me 1 person..
but the home got 4 person beside my mom and dad
no one are stand out to pull them
i don know to see anyone to get hurt..........
than my mom still keep scolding again again again..
than my daad ran to my mom again and bit her......
i was pulling him..
but i dont have enought of energy ....
and for sure my mom sure hit back......
i was so scare no one here
i know my mom very scare here.........
i know..i know.......

i never thinks this things will happen on me...
i never think that...............
is like a dream..
everythings is like a dream..
i hope it really is a dream when you woke up already is nothing happen..
but is not...............
i have to face it..

independence

since i start my college already almost a month..
what i have learn..
alot of things..
finally i learn to be indpendence..
the way i said i learned to be independence is because
finally i dare to take ktm from kepong to kl central
than
from kl central take another ktm to subang..
with
ALONE...all the way..
still remember the 1st day i took ktm..
and finally i reached there..im very happy
and
proud of it..
because finally i learned somethings new that i never try before..
i think it will be a good start..
right?

and i get knew alot of friends there..
i don know how to describe today's feeling...
looks like moody....
really.....
maybe i tired already?
maybe not..

now my relationship ...
so so only..
he busy on his working
i busy on my college..