very sad

im very sad
very sad...
really very sad now...
becasue of him..

nothing to say

two days
two days already..
we never message to each other...
just when you reach home give me a call to tell me
GOOD NIGHT
i don know what to say now...

YOU NEVER VIEW MY BLOG

one more things..
bii you said you dint my blog's link..
than i send you already..
this morning you said you will go mc to online
i thought you will go to have a look with my blog..
because in here i got something to show you..
the blog is special for you de..
i hope you really can see it..
share with you......
but !!!
you never view my blog....

dye my hair 2010/08/18

today
2010/08/18
i dye my hair...
is a good experience..
is a good try for my life..
is a good things...
im happy with it..

today..
i thought bii finish work will acc me..
but!!!!!
never think
he will go out with friends for having dinner..
is ok lo..just a dinner only ma..
but suddenly he told me...
he want to watch movie with friends...
haiz..
everytime also the last minute only tell me what you want to do.......
bii........
i know im selffish.....
sorry...
if you tell me early you want watch movie with friends..
i ok de..
but...
i really don like the last person and last minute only tell me
sad now.....

this is for my bii ALVIN

this blog is special for my bii ALVIN
bii...
since we know from last year at msn here..we chat chat chat..
than we said we go and meet..
i still remember BON ODORI...
BUT
we never meet..because too many ppl there..hard to meet..
really very angry that time..
but
lastly we meet others day...
that time we still studying...after school we meet at sungai mas~
i don dare i asked selly wait with me..hahaha...
that time was AUGUST but forget the date..
but is before a week of 19/08/2009
than we having our 1st lunch..is it very super duper cheap..
RM2 de vegetarian restaurant..hahaha..
after we finish eat...
selly went back home and we took bus to go back selayang..but you don want me so early back..
you said go selayang mall walk walk.ok lo..
than we went selayang mall....
although the whole day we dint hold hand but i also will feel sweet...
finally i want to went back home that time
you asked me...where is my goodbye kiss...hahaa..
god..that time im so shy man..hahaha...
lastly i dint give you but you gave me.......so sweet darling..hahaha

after a week....
19/08/2009
we meet at sungai wang..
with ting...siang yee..
we take cab to there..than we wait you at one of the boutique shop..
i called you where you now you said you coming...
but suddenly you came out from my behind..ahaha...scare me...haha..
than you hold my hand that time...
god..your hand are cold and SWEAT ...
ahahhaha
but i don mind..hahaa...
than siang yee and ting said they can walk alone..
than we seperate already..but i don hope we seperate lo..i hope we walk together
but..
bii don like..
haha..
than we walk walk walk walk..
after that we all went to timesquare...
we reached timesquare seperate again..
than bii you bring me go to foodcourt..
i still remember bii eat clay pot chicken rice..
so so masin..
hahah..
than we sit there long time already..
than we want to back and meet them..
when we walk till escalator
suddenly you took out something in your pocket..
is a necklace ring...
god..haha..so so so sweet...
you help me wear in front of escalator..
haha..
bii..tell you something..
you really don know how to be romantic..
hahaha
but i like it..i love you ..
hahaha..
after that we meet back you all..than we back home together...
this is the day that we start our journey...
19/08/2009


after that we still keep going out when we finish school..
we went to garden and play ...
i like the feelings...
maybe hahha..
as you said..
im baby..
hahaha
obviously im your baby..hahaa..bii..
i still remember that time we having our exam
SPM...
after exam we meet..
we discuss what time we should come out and you come to my school
than we go out together..
hahaha
really so naughty la bii..
hahaha
we went to 1U
we having our brunch at BBQ PLAZA...
that is the 1st time i eat bbq plaza..
so funny....
somemore we should thanks aka to fetch us go there..hahaha..
but i miss the moment..
because only like this we got more time to meet..
see now...
you work
i also got work...
we so hard can meet....
somemore july i start study already...
haiz...bii..

bii...
i promised myself i have to do somethings for you.......
since last night...
the way i going back home i thinking..
why that day you went to soho..i will argue with you..
and why yesterday i went to clubbing you asked me to enjoy yourself..
you never scold me..
somemore you let me go....
bii....why treat me so good......
i don want you go because i scare later got girls close to you..i will cemburu..
but why you let me go??
the way i going back home i thinking that
are you not care me????
are you...
are you.....
but...
i know...
you are care me..im so touched when i get your call at 2 something in the morning..
bii....sorry make you cant slp well the whole night...
bii...
bii....i really very appreciate you....
bii...thanks alot.......
i love you so much...
everythings of us.......
is in my heart..

bii...
now you still not feeling well de ya..
pls drink more more water ya..
take good care yourself..
now i cant take care you bii..

emo now..

don know why..
emo now....
im listening zhu wo sheng ri kuai le..
sang by wen lan landy de..
everytime i hear this song..
sure..will emo......
as usual lo.......
cant control my tears..
i drop my tears...

very emo here...
so many memories there..
really alot..really...really..

finally
today i get my bank account....
ahahah
so excited today..
because this is the 1st i touch the ATM machine..hahha....
so excited..........
haahhaa......
i love it....

money !!!

today..
i get salary already.....
im so sad...
RM564.52
this is my 1st salary at kindergarten.....
haiz..is happy when i get salary..
but reach home than upset jor.....
because need to pay here pay there....
parents RM250......
open a bank account RM250..

left how much for myself to use?....
god man...
salary already very upset jor de.....
now back home......
luan till so so suck....
my home zhuang xiu.....
because of that day my house boom..
my kitchen there bakar...
so many dust there......
haiz.......
so so so so sad..........

i get my P lesen........
no use also........
mom don let me to drive..........
haiz..
what for i want to take exam?
what for i want to waste my money?
last time she said she pay for me....
to get my P lesen..
no need i pay.
but now she asked me to return the money to her....
walao ei......
haiz.......
money money money..
money is so important to me !!!!.....
i need more money in my life.....

my life

i have been long time dint update my blog...
i really busy on this few days.......
i just pass my driving test~
is happy ..
now i still the same.....
teach at kindergarten and every thursday i teach ballet..at my studio..
is tired lo...