sorry

suddenly feel so heart pain..
i don know whether is it my false??
babe ling...i really don know what happen...
i really have many things don know de..
1st..
i really don know how kin zai how come have my phn number
ok he have my phn number is not so important..
i just don know why he like that...
i really don wish to make you and him aruge or let you hard to do...
is it my false???
sorry....

TEACHER MELODY

arh !!!
just now talking phn with hubby....
haiz..so many feelings now.......
i know i cant change you....and you also cant change me too...
but i try to change...because i love you..as you said you accept all my things...so same with me..
i try to accept all that i dislike's things
i really need sometimes lo..
just be yourself....

today after finish paper
we went to selly house...after that take cab to m
we went there for sing k....
actually many things want to write....
but now really no much mood to write
and somemore i had promised my baby ting
i gonna update blog...hahaa..

good news !!!
tomorrow 25/11/2009
start my job.....
tution at home....the boy is came from singapore...
he under me for 3 years le....
hahaha...every year end of the end he will came back from singapore and let me teach him..
hahaha....
so everyone pls call me as
TEACHER
hahahaha...
or
TEACHER MELODY
hahaha

im so tired today....super duper tired......

THE END

Mc donald with ting 20/11/09

hey..today i dating with ting ..

we went to mc donald again...we study..but.....the same things happen..

my cute cute dear he said want acc me..than ok lo..let him lo...everytimes he beside me i really hard to focused my study...because i want to acc him and chat our things...i can know why he always want to stick with me..the reason is because we less to meet..so i can understand his feelings...so i also let him lo...hehe..dear..sorry baby always let you too miss me..hehehe..

1stly..i went to ting house than we went out to take bus..he grandma fetch us to the bus stop..oh no..im proud of her grandma..so old le..still can drive till so cool...her grandma's driving skills are so pro..my heart almost drop out when i sit her car....after that we take bus to jusco....

in the bus..we saw a gang..don know from which school..they all sit in the bus they keep looking at us..and asked a question that let us heard ....they so funny the guessing which school we studying...they asked by this way : " which school they studying o??" so loud le....we hearded it...

we reach jusco le..we walk down from bus ting looking at back and i just keep walk my way..suddenly my baby ting she asked me to turn my head back and have a look..walao ei..everyone's eyes look at me and baby ting....hahahaa...what they looking for???

finally we reach jusco food court..i thought i can gave my hubby a surprise de..but let them saw dao me...haiz...my plan are destroyed.....!!!hahhaa..nvm la...haha...muackz..so happy..

after that we went to mc donald my dear still stay at jusco because they finish study at 3~so i wait him at mc donald...

climax ~...

when we reach mc donald..my baby ting still thinking whether will meet them a not??i means just now that gang....

oh no..she really so pro..finally let her saw it....the whole gang sitting at there ..and they eyes looks at us again....haha..suddenly so many eyes looking at us..feel so good...haha..

er....at mc donald have many things happen la...peggy and qi wen them also at there...hhaha..the peggy ar..so funny..keep learn from me..i means all my attitude when i treat my hubby..hahah....

i think also a sweet memories for me...hheheh..

my baby ting....you are so cute....and my hubby de friend said you leng lui...leng lui than me...wuwuwuwu,......so sad when i heard this from my hubby mouth...hahahha....but never mind..i know im pretty is enough..hahhaha.....

yaya..yesterday is our big day...alvin and me..

our 3 months ...hahaha....muackz dear..love you ....

THE END

sad with my english paper !!!

today is english paper and sejarah paper 2

sejarah no need say la..i 15 min already done...than have a nap awhile...after that heard everyone are pushing their chair...it is a 暗示 to us...to go out from the hall...haha..

as normal...when i heard all that noisy sound..i pick up my hand and stand up and walk off from the hall...is so cool man....45 min many people are walking out from hall....hahaha...somemore is sejarah paper 2...

the 1st person who walk out from this hall is our classmate...im not sure is who..but i know is my class..5 karisma ...really geng...im proud of my class ..hehe

today i really feel so dissapointed with my english paper 1...i really feel upset lo....i have no confidence le...haiz.... but for my paper 2 i really have confidence...because is easy..but i don know can pass anot..because before this i thought i can get a Credit de..but now..i don know can a not...haiz..i really lost it....no mood le...

THE END

1st day of SPM

fuiyoh!!!

finally ....finally.....finally..finish my 1st day of SPM....finish my bm paper....

should happy??? i think so....

because i can relax abit...because everyone are so gan jiong with bm..

after bm paper than sejarah ...

the most climax things coming soon...

before start our sejarah paper..i had told them bout my hubby things..

after we finished our sejarah paper..

is our lunch time..we went to mutiara to have our lunch..

while we eating the half way...oh my godness!!!!!

RAINING !!!!!!!

oh no...everyone are so gan jiong....

actually the most gan jiong is me....aiyo..biasa saja la....because im the person that always like that de..

really is 历史重演...hahhaa...

when hui cheng saw me..she scold me the straight way...

said bout my mouth...so 乌鸦嘴~

hahha..i also don wan de ma..i just told told only..how i know will become true....hahaah..

finally we have no idea...just ran back to school....

haha....i think this is one of the nice and sweet memories that god gave us..before we leave this school..hahah..am i right??

im so happy with the moment that we ran back to school.....really feel so sweet...

i think this is called " FRIENDS"....

i love you all my babies...

funny things:

bout her....she told hui san we sengaja no take her bag move away...hahaha..

really funny la her...actually we not sengaja..just forget your bag only...

she really so cute and funny..always asked people that you don like me ar??haha..you like that asked ppl how can the ppl answer you??hahhaa...

actually have many things want to blog and said de..

but i have no enough times...

i need do revision now.....

overall is sweet and happy and surprise today..

SPM left 6 days...

gambateh all my babies and me myself...

love you all guys...

SPM

SPM
SPM
SPM
finally also is SPM..
after this my life will definetly change..i don know will become till how...
but i just now..i miss my school life !!!
and all my babies!!!!

feel stress to my SPM

oh my god man..
i feel so stress now le...
exam really coming soon le..
left 24 hours only..
which means 1 day!!!!!!
oh no ..really feel stress and scare...
arh....
why need exam ??
im sure that every student's favourite question...
actually i also don know..what the hell they doing....why need exam???

happy day

today

i don know should happy or not..

today is our last day to enjoy our school life

everyone are signing other friend's clothes..

for me i draw a logo hhaha

my tittle 50 sen hahaha..

we so happy at school...

but after that we went to m~

ling and ting don know what happen suddenly face change le...

i really don know what happen to them....

i really don know~

i thinking is it whether i did something wrong??

is it i did something wrong??

can tell??

after that finish eat we take bus and went to my hubby house..haha

so sweet~

i was too tired ~

lie on his bed feeling so comfortable~really hehhe~

hope i can always lie on your bed and you stay beside me~

muackz.. we take some pic le..

waiting my dear to send for me..hahaha

请你们负气些责任

today DyDy will say somethings very sensitive to 王家的人！！！
do you know that...you all are bad guys !!!
you all really no responsibility!!!
just drop they at my house than just leave..what is the hell you all doing??
you all really so busy meh???busy till cant visit them ???
last time you all said..every week must go visit them and every month must pay them..
but now??they back to my house...did you all continue you all promised??
do you all guys know our situation???
can you all just think bout us??
i really feel wanna kill you all..

我要你们知道！！

我家的经济状况不是你们想象的那么样！！！

请你们负起些责任！！！

i love you

hahaha...

dear i love you o....

hahhaa

baby really love you dear..

hahaaa..

i don know how to describe my feelings now..

just very sweet lo..

hahaha..

oh no..

turn me pipi merah le la..

hahahah..

muackz..

love you dear..

and

thanks you my dear...

you make my life more colourful

majils restu

today our school having a majils restu

finally i realize what thats called majils restu..

firstly they gave some speech lo..

after that..they all called all the form 5 monitors stand up and follow with form teacher and take the sijil..

what is the hell...is my turn everyone are laughing

oh no ..im so fish man...walk till infront of Pn Hayati..oh no..i still thinking whether want let her hug anot lo..because her face "dry" untill...but i have no fucking choice..

because when we shake hand that time she straight away pull me to her 怀里..

that time i still asked en hafiz need kiss de ar??

than he answered me : you see others got a not lo..

really let him boom me..

after that turn my class name..i walk to the front than en hafiz behind me..i don know what he did at behind me..but i know everyone are laughing so loud.

and i just can hear the way he laugh..really very funny de..hahha...haha..

after hug all..just sit back my place and everyone are take turn to shake every teacher..

oh no..need kiss kiss again ar??

oh no man...

haha..after that..pn hayati again..walao ei..speechless..

totaly i kena her kiss four times le..oh no man..hahah.hahhahaha

i told myself i wont cry de..because i also don know i just know i cant cry..haha..

but..when turn to pn selva that time..

oh no..my tears really cant tahan anymore..but i dint fall down my tears..

just feel so sad and heart so sour..

she just a hug already can make me so sad ...oh no man..

finally till pn aslenah...

as i said de lo..i know what she will say the 1st word..

"haiz" hahha...

Ting...am i right?hhaa

after that turn en hafiz..

oh my god..the wong yi ting she really brave lo....

she go and try to hug him....haha..

en hafiz are terkejut...and everyone are laughing...

especially all the malay girls...

really..he face are so cute when he scare that time..hahhaha...next time act to you all..haha

finish majlis le..

now we went back to class so boring lo..and than we discuss somethings

bout after exam where we wanna go for holiday..

firstl we said sunway lagoon..but all the time cant match they want so we have to cancel it..

finally we said bbq...

actually no problems de...we almost discuss finish jor..and i said our location at near vanitha house de..

than all the indian girls....fuck them la....really bek cek them de lo...

fine we all change place...change to mc donald..

walao ei..everyone de face are different le..i means indian girls de face...

really feel wanna chop them de lo..after that i already angry i don want discuss le..

after i went back from toilet malay girls said no need care them..

just we all go only..than we still on the mc donald...and i think we will discuss to other place for our chinese girls..keke..

so our last decision

date:11/12/2009

location: mc donald(desa)

after finish school ~

me and selly went to mutiara for our lunch...

almost 1.30 alvin reach..

hehe...

so funny la...my hubby and selly gaduh..

cool man..for those wanna know my feelings come and ask me i willing to tell you all..

especially ting hahaha..

selly help us to take a pic..

hahaha...wait my dear upload than i will upload at here ...hahaha..

sweet die la me..

hahaha...

ya..almost forget our MAJLIS bye-bye

hahhaha

THE　END

feel surprise when i knew i gonna leave malaysia

i have a bad news to you ...

i will leave malaysia soon...i thought not so fast..but mom this early in the morning suddenly went to my room and asked me to go and renew my my passport..

because they checking ticket...for next month de..

i don know when i will leave and when i will back..i still don know..

i really don know everythings...

they just keep asked me to renew my passport as fast as i can..

i really don understand why need so fast..and rush?

before this i really hope i can leave here as fast as i can..

but now..

i feel so upset when i heard my mom said all this...

i think my 1st location is at

shanghai ...

others i really don know yet..

wait till i comfirm i will let you all guys know..

i also feel surprise when i heard my mom said all this ..

be patient and looking forward to my sick..

left 7 days

early in the morning i felt that im not feeling well..

1stly i message to ting told her im not going to school..

but..

finally i change my decision..

i back to school..but whole day feel little moody..

not because of others things..

is..

because i really feel not feeling well with my sore throat..

finally finish school..

reach home..i really cant tahan anymore..

already telan fews antibiotic

even lunch i also dint take..

after that i went to my room and sleep...

untill just now i only realize that..

im flu....

arh...

im also believe that..serioulsy tomorrow i will sick..

this is the steps that i always sick....

haha..

so just be patient and looking forward my sick..haha..

countdown SPM

8 more days...is my big day..

SPM ....

oh no man...is stress..but ..everyone thought nothings happen only...

today we went to mc donald to having our lunch and group study..

haha..is really funny today..

i have took a video ..haha....so ulgy la..

today are very happy and tired too....

this few days keep doing maths...

really very tired...but sometimes feel enjoy while doing..haha..

am i crazy??i think so..haha.

my hubby...

you are so cute..i love you so much..haha..

muackz..

i still can feel it..because im still is the human with emo

i can feel it...because im still is the human..with emo...

yesterday is my 1st time i heard his sound ..i means the sadness moody sound..i never heard it and never saw him like this before..i cant help you anythings..i just can listen what you told me only...remember a things..i will always be there...when you need a ear..and don forget everyone are care you and love you..

so must be tough and strong..you can do it..

today i saw someone that he really looks like him...i feel so surprise i really thought is him...although we meet i think we cant be like last time anymore..seriously dint miss you anymore..

actually this few days ...hard to describe my feelings right now..

i think i will be fine soon..

The End

Thanks My Dear

my hubby and i

oh my god..im so sweet .....

just now he called me and asked me to open facebook than i feel so curious ..

i don know whats going on...

after i open it..oh my godness..

i saw it..i reallly saw it....i really feel im so hang fok man...

alvin...

thanks you...really thanks alot...

just a little bit of things i already feel so happy le..

this is what i want....finally you understand me....really so happy today...

godness man

today...
DyDy was so brave...i did something ....
i cant believe it i can do it..........
really feel scare at the time...the feelings same with that day we went to mc donald ...excatly same man....
really godness man...

totaly my feelings now

who knows my feeling now??everyone are telling me she more hurt than me..but for me i don thinks so..because she already biasa not in the gang with us...and im the gang with you all..everytime saw they picture and heard they said bout that day de things ...i really feel so sad and my heart are so pain..i also don know why will feel like this...i really feel 被人忽略 de feeling...maybe not la..but i just feel it...just now she talk to me than i tell her all my feelings..than she told me now only i knew her feelings...actually is hurt la..but i don think she hurt than me..but i got bit touch when her told me she tried the best way to close with us..but we all just treat her like 隐形人....the way she told me the way she cried...actually is touch for me la...but...i cant do anythings

now turn my hubby..
im sorry because i always said somethings stupid things.for example i always moody or what i also will said something will hurt each other's things..sorry...and sorry i dint stand on your position and think your feelings...i should not always tell you i hate islam or what what...sorry dear..i really too bad...yesterday i was telling you somethings...bout i really scare when you start your new life....actually is real...but....i really 不舍得to give up you...i really cant do it....i mengaku it i got think before....but i realize that i cant do it ...dear im so sorry....
and i knew you really beh song when i tell you the jerk still find me..dear don worry..i wont care bout him anymore..i means i wont care bout his message anymore...and for the babi he wont find me anymore le..don worry..but i really worry you..dear .....actually
i need you....stay beside me
over rules i need you

Mr.Eswaran

today Eswaran went to our school to gave us a seminar bout bm...haha...is super duper nice..for those who miss it really rugi alot..haha..
as i said..he really very funny guy..especially when he teaching that time..he are different with other teachers..he are using the dirty method to teach us..but today he not so open when he teaching us at school..maybe he are not feeling well..and his voice are spoilt...but if you guys at perfection ..sure you will know how funny while he is teaching..he is a good teacher and a nice teacher...sometimes he are straight to us..but he also will joke with us...sometimes i really angry with him..everytime at tution centre there..he making joke ..than we all laugh after that he will scold us...said we are trying to waste his time to teach..asked us to shut up..walao ei..you are the one who making us to laugh..than now you are the one who asked us to shut up..so good la you..hahaha..but i still like the way he teach us..because feel so comfortable while he is teaching us..hahaha...
i just knew everyone are laughing when he talking ..and very happy to see him at our school..haha...is a nice day for me ...haha....

promised

as what i promised you all..this is the after i braces de pic...hahha

my knee

i feel so stress...i don know wheather is big deal anot ..but for me is ....in my heart have alot things i don know how to settle it de...hubby..i know what should i do de..don worry...and all my babies..don worry..im fine ...
babe ling..will your knee or leg pain??
oh my god..this morning when i woke up..
what is the hell..i cnat even stand and walk..
damn pain la.till now also my knee there bengkak again le..like last time ..oh my god..really very pain..really pain..yaya..i forget to said...yesterday we went to jusco to have our lunch that time...i saw 陈哲耀,...im not sure his name correct anot..the singer ar..he act 逆风18 that one...de 阿哲...at tepanyaki..i really don understand why every artist..when they went out must wear 太阳眼镜apo jiu wear 帽子？？？why so 鬼祟？
haiz..his looks still ok la...not so leng zai and not so ulgy la....but my hubby more handsome than him ....

happy day

today damn tired de...haha...so happy when we hold hand and ran all around and let them find us..hahah..babe ling sure know what happen de..hahahaha...
so tired ar..after we went the playground we went to batu caves..oh no..really super tired....im believe that tomorrow sure no energy to walk in class...hahaha....
arh...so sad..maybe this is the last day we can meet dear...i scare we have no chance le..need wait till after spm...actually dear...baby really very scare after spm...baby very scare later you get your new life...and everythings will be change...really very scare....
today happy and tired...
one more things. i have to said...aka are so cute lo..hahaha........he make me laughing and laughing...and everyone are looking at me..hahaha....
my hubby..baby today so happy..because we went out together..and we walk so many stairs..hahha especially at batu caves there..haha really very tired...and we at playground there...haha..when we run you all come catch us..hahaha..we looks like children..hhahaha..but is happy to childish sometimes..hahaha
muackz..
and babeling..haha
sorry la..i also don know what happen with my mouth..suddenly will call the wrong name...haha..sorry la..really sorry..hahahha...muackz..sek fan..hahaha