DyDy not feeling well today

yesterday i already feel my eye are not feeling well..
who knows today early in the morning when i wake up
i cant even open my eyes..
all the "shit" are stick on my eyes...
so disgusting la..
so pain and feel gatal la...beh tahan la...damn it..
somemore bengkak le...
oh no...than mom still scold me said eyes already so pain still wearing lens..


him...
i don know he got how much things are hide on me..
hope i think too much la..

DyDy today was very not feelings well now...

very very very emo now..

don know why suddenly i feel i lost my way....
i really very moody now....
im hard working to be cheer....
but i still feel very very upset....
many bad memories keep blinking on my mind...
i told myself i have to more happy than last year..
forget all the sad memories be cheer this year..
i tried...but.....

i need a shoulder ...
i really very tired le...
i need it..
i very miss him....
now all are busy on thier working...
feel so lonely...
i know i should not said so....

few more weeks anymore..
my dream will not come true...

DyDy was very very very emo now..

thanks my dear siang yee
she told me something...
although i still very upset now...
anyway thanks you...

im back....

now i working at a cake house
ORANGE DELIGHT
haha...orange..my favourite colour....i think this is one of the reason that i go there for working..haha..
my working life....i don know whether should say good or not good...
maybe it can make me become more mature on my thinking..
my working life are definitely different when i was still studying at school...which means my school life...i really so miss the moment...
they all so scary...i means my colleague 不是我想象的那么简单
或许是我单纯吧~

i think i will study soon...
maybe hotel management or performing art
i still thinking which one i have to choose ...

today at shop i cried...
so so so sad ....
i will more carefull next time...


him....
still the same..busy on working...