totaly my feelings now

who knows my feeling now??everyone are telling me she more hurt than me..but for me i don thinks so..because she already biasa not in the gang with us...and im the gang with you all..everytime saw they picture and heard they said bout that day de things ...i really feel so sad and my heart are so pain..i also don know why will feel like this...i really feel 被人忽略 de feeling...maybe not la..but i just feel it...just now she talk to me than i tell her all my feelings..than she told me now only i knew her feelings...actually is hurt la..but i don think she hurt than me..but i got bit touch when her told me she tried the best way to close with us..but we all just treat her like 隐形人....the way she told me the way she cried...actually is touch for me la...but...i cant do anythings

now turn my hubby..
im sorry because i always said somethings stupid things.for example i always moody or what i also will said something will hurt each other's things..sorry...and sorry i dint stand on your position and think your feelings...i should not always tell you i hate islam or what what...sorry dear..i really too bad...yesterday i was telling you somethings...bout i really scare when you start your new life....actually is real...but....i really 不舍得to give up you...i really cant do it....i mengaku it i got think before....but i realize that i cant do it ...dear im so sorry....
and i knew you really beh song when i tell you the jerk still find me..dear don worry..i wont care bout him anymore..i means i wont care bout his message anymore...and for the babi he wont find me anymore le..don worry..but i really worry you..dear .....actually
i need you....stay beside me
over rules i need you