very very very emo now..

don know why suddenly i feel i lost my way....
i really very moody now....
im hard working to be cheer....
but i still feel very very upset....
many bad memories keep blinking on my mind...
i told myself i have to more happy than last year..
forget all the sad memories be cheer this year..
i tried...but.....

i need a shoulder ...
i really very tired le...
i need it..
i very miss him....
now all are busy on thier working...
feel so lonely...
i know i should not said so....

few more weeks anymore..
my dream will not come true...

DyDy was very very very emo now..

thanks my dear siang yee
she told me something...
although i still very upset now...
anyway thanks you...