whcih way i got to choose?

today
DyDy was very trouble now...
which way i got to choose now?
which way are better for me?
which way that i had choose i wont regret after that..?
which way?
college life??
dance life??
you all said just do it what you like..
i love ballet...
i hope i can get a good result from ballet there..
i can do it well..
but..
everyone are colleging..
i also hope i can too..
somemore..
i really don like give ppl to pandang rendah
all my siblings my aunty my uncle........
not only dad's side
even mom's side same too...
damn it la..
everyone are talking bout their daugther and son
they studying in college
keep sai ming at there..
actually still got many things de..
正所谓：家家有本难念的经
真的很烦恼
虽然常常说：不用理人家的想法和讲法
屁啦！！！
肯定会被影响到一点点的！！！
我的天啊！！！
我快崩溃了
我又要开始转牛角尖了！！！
really don know how now..
super duper miss my school life..
at least i don need to worry much things.
maybe alot of things is i too worry much..
but this is me...
i know sometimes
用口说是没用
行动才是最重要
many times i want to be
but..
my parents too protect me..
就连跌到的机会都不给我跌下
那我怎样能成长？
i really need someone talk with me
listen to me..

result is coming soon..
this is one of the reason make me so nervous and emo ba..
maybe...


just now i went to interview le..
as a teacher at tadika...
hope can learn more things at there ba...
i love you ..
love you all guys..

just now i saw fb..
that i wrote
我好像渐渐的被人遗忘了
actually not..
because i know still got alot of ppl are still care me..
thanks you guys....
原来我没有被人遗忘的
thanks guys....