a story bout a little girl

The more she hear the more she feel sad
The more she see the more she feel heart pain
The more she think the more she suffer

She choose to let it go
She choose to pull of herself from this dark place
She choose to step out from here

She been long time never touch her piano
and also
never dance

both of YOU never been leave Her before ~
this year you all leave her...
She cant said that she is a professional dance
She cant to said that she was very good in dancing

but
she know she herself have the passion
and
talent..
SHe miss ballet
now adays she have nothing to let herself to release when She feel stressfull and also pressure
so
now she always like to choose to hide herself
but
after something happen
she think she should be learn how to keep her mouth shut

in this worlds
now adays
you really can imagine what is real what is fake
you can different which is good which is bad

She always try to be good with you
*nono...
she not always try...
she is always the one to be good with you all
she really use the true heart to treat everyone there...
but
finally what she get it..
is that kind of hurt

She is so stupid..
because this is not the 1st times she get this type of experience
but still don know how to growth up in this way
she always fall in here
should we said she too kind?
or
too stupid??

random

学会了不去解释一切...一切...随之而去

这句代表的意思是？。。。

累~

又是什么意思？？。。。

你们有什么资格那么样说这些话？

或许你们有~

为什么不能简简单单？

为什么要那么的复杂？

我真的那么烂吗？

曾经的我是一个从不顾我自己感受的人

为了他人，我能愿意付出一切

不管友情，爱情

我都愿意~

但是~

每次我总是受伤的那一个~

一次，两次，三次，.........

日子久了,

回想它，未免是自己太过于傻~

太过于天真吗？

相信这个世界上，

“你对她好，她会对你更好”

这烂的一句~

但是现在我体会到了~

现在

这个世界上，

这个社会，

是没有那么的纯

我真的累了去为他人着想~

因为我真的不想那么的不开心了~

难道保护自己一两次

是个错误码？

我

想

我从现在闭上我的嘴巴吧~

让我

让大家都好过点吧~

女人的世界

是我没有在改变吗？

是我没有为他人着想吗？

或许吧~

我也不在乎了~

今天我与他们出去

我跟大家都有变好了点~

我终于愿意踏出那一步

但是当我踏出这一步了

你却变了另个人

是我踏得慢吗？

我想可能是~

我根本不知道你在想什么的

你一时一样

那种感觉真的很恐怖

女人的世界

就算你是女人你也很难去了解

sorry to myself

i feel very sorry to myself
i learn ballet since i was 3 years old untill now
im 18 years old now
i very sorry to myself
what the hell that im doing now??
i cnat let myself continue in this kind of situation
everyone are tried their best to on diet and back to the dance life
and how bout me??
keep eat snack and getting more fat
i feel so sorry everytime when i eat alot
but
i really feel want to eat..


im also very sorry to my teacher
actually im still got the heart to dance
really
i still want to dance
i still want to be a ballerina
i still want be myself

i donn want always laugh there
i don want always do somethings ulgy to myself to make ppl laugh
i want to be myself
i want everythings back to my life

MELODY WANG ZHI CHIAN
where your promised?
where your dream?
where your attitude?
where is your heart?


i want to back to my dance life
by the way
i also want back all my children in my kindergarten
i miss ballet
and also my children

no one can understand that kind of feelings
when every times all the children will come and hug you and says teacher xx i love you
they are everythings to me
everytime when they smile
you also will feel happy

everytime when you see the result
you will feel so touch from them

i cant even forget the feelings from my heart
when me and baby train them in dance
and they performance in everybody at the hall
thats is awesome!