sorry to myself

i feel very sorry to myself
i learn ballet since i was 3 years old untill now
im 18 years old now
i very sorry to myself
what the hell that im doing now??
i cnat let myself continue in this kind of situation
everyone are tried their best to on diet and back to the dance life
and how bout me??
keep eat snack and getting more fat
i feel so sorry everytime when i eat alot
but
i really feel want to eat..


im also very sorry to my teacher
actually im still got the heart to dance
really
i still want to dance
i still want to be a ballerina
i still want be myself

i donn want always laugh there
i don want always do somethings ulgy to myself to make ppl laugh
i want to be myself
i want everythings back to my life

MELODY WANG ZHI CHIAN
where your promised?
where your dream?
where your attitude?
where is your heart?


i want to back to my dance life
by the way
i also want back all my children in my kindergarten
i miss ballet
and also my children

no one can understand that kind of feelings
when every times all the children will come and hug you and says teacher xx i love you
they are everythings to me
everytime when they smile
you also will feel happy

everytime when you see the result
you will feel so touch from them

i cant even forget the feelings from my heart
when me and baby train them in dance
and they performance in everybody at the hall
thats is awesome!