我现在真的连呼一口气都觉得很痛
很痛
痛得我不敢大口大口的吸气
害怕我会断气
哭了几天后
今天的我终于停止了
总算分得开我的情绪
控制得到
我剪了头发了
希望会带给我好运
剪掉了所有不好的事
wish all the good things will come to me
2011年6月25日星期六
2011年6月22日星期三
fail to control my EQ
今天的我
完全是灵魂飘出我的身体了
我完全找不回我自己
我没办法让自己有空闲的时间
还是自己独自的时间
每当我一静下来
我的脑海里又出现
所有总总的烦恼
亲爱的
告诉我该怎样
好不好？
昨晚到现在还在哭着
我真的很挣扎啊~
bii
please hug me tight
i need a hug
i need a shoulder
i need energry to stay strong
yes i know ~
im trying to get my spirit come back ~
i am so sorry to all my little girls and boys~
is really unfair to you all ~
because of my private things
i have totally no mood to teach
no motivasi to teach
don have to heart to stay close with you all
and don have the mood to work
but please give me sometimes to me clam myself
i really cant accept
although i know this is the fact
no matter how i also have to face it
but please really give me sometimes
because i really 处理不到
fail to control my EQ again
完全是灵魂飘出我的身体了
我完全找不回我自己
我没办法让自己有空闲的时间
还是自己独自的时间
每当我一静下来
我的脑海里又出现
所有总总的烦恼
亲爱的
告诉我该怎样
好不好？
昨晚到现在还在哭着
我真的很挣扎啊~
bii
please hug me tight
i need a hug
i need a shoulder
i need energry to stay strong
yes i know ~
im trying to get my spirit come back ~
i am so sorry to all my little girls and boys~
is really unfair to you all ~
because of my private things
i have totally no mood to teach
no motivasi to teach
don have to heart to stay close with you all
and don have the mood to work
but please give me sometimes to me clam myself
i really cant accept
although i know this is the fact
no matter how i also have to face it
but please really give me sometimes
because i really 处理不到
fail to control my EQ again
2011年6月21日星期二
2011年6月17日星期五
2011年6月6日星期一
6.6.2011
was it a good day for me?
no i don think so ~
1st...in my kindergarten~
a little girl who is 4 years old~
her eyes bleeding~ due to a little boy poke her eyes till bleeding~
i was super scare and nervous~ and of cause super heart pain ~
when i saw the little girl in the suffer situation~
oh my god~ my heart is bleeding as well~
i believe that tomorrow when i go back to kindergarten~
sure i will kena shoot 9 9 ~
coz all teacher already kena shoot 9 9 today~ so i think tomorrow is my turn
but however~ i was in my duty i don know what was happen at living hall~
2nd
i was bit of accident when i turn in to my college when i am driving~
i thought nothing
but who knows~
when i finish my class~
on the way going back to my home
suddenly a women told me that my tayar lack of air~
now i really understand ~
why a phone cant in a no credit situation!
is super dangerous~
like just now~ when i need help~ i cant find a ppl~ coz my phn out of credit~
thank god ~
alicea was behind me~then i pull down my mirrow and show her my hand in the air~
then she called me and asked what was happen to me~
after i told her everythings~
she very clam to bring me to a petrol station~
due to~ we 2 also don know how to check the tayar~
so we go and find a tayar man~
then he came to my car and told me my tayar was bao tai !!!!
gosh !!
my heart was breaking !
because i know it will spent alot of money to repair !
somemore~ i don have such a huge amount money in my bag !!
only left rm20 !!
see !!!
how dare i am !!!
really thank god she beside me~
she paid for me at the end~
really thanks~
untill now i also scare to drive alone~ seriously~
i don know whY~
feel so insecure right now~
just now went to yam cha with my ji mui~
at Uma Rani~
thanks them to cheer me up at the end~
hahhaha~
was it a good day for me?
no i don think so ~
1st...in my kindergarten~
a little girl who is 4 years old~
her eyes bleeding~ due to a little boy poke her eyes till bleeding~
i was super scare and nervous~ and of cause super heart pain ~
when i saw the little girl in the suffer situation~
oh my god~ my heart is bleeding as well~
i believe that tomorrow when i go back to kindergarten~
sure i will kena shoot 9 9 ~
coz all teacher already kena shoot 9 9 today~ so i think tomorrow is my turn
but however~ i was in my duty i don know what was happen at living hall~
2nd
i was bit of accident when i turn in to my college when i am driving~
i thought nothing
but who knows~
when i finish my class~
on the way going back to my home
suddenly a women told me that my tayar lack of air~
now i really understand ~
why a phone cant in a no credit situation!
is super dangerous~
like just now~ when i need help~ i cant find a ppl~ coz my phn out of credit~
thank god ~
alicea was behind me~then i pull down my mirrow and show her my hand in the air~
then she called me and asked what was happen to me~
after i told her everythings~
she very clam to bring me to a petrol station~
due to~ we 2 also don know how to check the tayar~
so we go and find a tayar man~
then he came to my car and told me my tayar was bao tai !!!!
gosh !!
my heart was breaking !
because i know it will spent alot of money to repair !
somemore~ i don have such a huge amount money in my bag !!
only left rm20 !!
see !!!
how dare i am !!!
really thank god she beside me~
she paid for me at the end~
really thanks~
untill now i also scare to drive alone~ seriously~
i don know whY~
feel so insecure right now~
just now went to yam cha with my ji mui~
at Uma Rani~
thanks them to cheer me up at the end~
hahhaha~
2011年6月3日星期五
new sem new life
recently i cant really sleep well
sometimes is nightmare
sometimes is ..i also don know why
i already start my 4th semester now
overall everythings still as usual
nothing much changes
only my heart
haha
i still not yet ready to study
hahaha
recently everyday keep lepak with my ladies
although i have not much money right now
but
i still everyday early go to college to have brunch
or lepak with them
haha
just hope my salary can faster reach my hand! coz i really gonna die soon !! ahaha
that day we went to sing k!
cool man !
awesome wei !! hahaa
already 2 years never go for sing k session arleady
hahhaa
but this time i went with my ladies~
carmen,anna, sean and alicea
hahha
oh my god !!it is fun man !
seriously gonna plan it again before kindergarten open school !!
haha
next sunday~
which is 12th of June 2011
i will go for the marathon at klang
with anna, sean and carmen
haha
oh my god !
is 5km
haha
although mommy still scolding me and try to stop me
but i stil wnat to go ~hahha
aiyo mommy, i know how to take care myself i know where is my limited~
hahha
she too worry my asthma~ hahha
but i believe it will be a very fun trip for us~ haha
bii and me
everythings still come by smooth~ haha
but
i super miss you
almost 1 week we never meet each other already!
hahha
looking forward for tomorrow~ haha
coz finally we can meet each other and have a movie~haha
but i rather we movie at home
haha
coz i can sleep anytime anywhere
haha
just lying on your body then sleep 9 9 like that day !! haha
super comfortable man !!! haha
somemore can save money as well~
but too bad don have air con haha
but is ok for me la ~ haha
coz i already used to it no air con de life~ haha
only my fatty~ haha
he super cute~
when i lying on his body and enjoy the movie~
suddenly i fall a sleep~he don dare to move and don dare to wake me up
he just let me sleep 9 9 ~
haha
kesianNya dear~ haha
when i wake up~ only i realize i tertidur hahha
then that time only you move and your behind all is sweat !! haha super hot~ hahha
enjoy~
sometimes is nightmare
sometimes is ..i also don know why
i already start my 4th semester now
overall everythings still as usual
nothing much changes
only my heart
haha
i still not yet ready to study
hahaha
recently everyday keep lepak with my ladies
although i have not much money right now
but
i still everyday early go to college to have brunch
or lepak with them
haha
just hope my salary can faster reach my hand! coz i really gonna die soon !! ahaha
that day we went to sing k!
cool man !
awesome wei !! hahaa
already 2 years never go for sing k session arleady
hahhaa
but this time i went with my ladies~
carmen,anna, sean and alicea
hahha
oh my god !!it is fun man !
seriously gonna plan it again before kindergarten open school !!
haha
next sunday~
which is 12th of June 2011
i will go for the marathon at klang
with anna, sean and carmen
haha
oh my god !
is 5km
haha
although mommy still scolding me and try to stop me
but i stil wnat to go ~hahha
aiyo mommy, i know how to take care myself i know where is my limited~
hahha
she too worry my asthma~ hahha
but i believe it will be a very fun trip for us~ haha
bii and me
everythings still come by smooth~ haha
but
i super miss you
almost 1 week we never meet each other already!
hahha
looking forward for tomorrow~ haha
coz finally we can meet each other and have a movie~haha
but i rather we movie at home
haha
coz i can sleep anytime anywhere
haha
just lying on your body then sleep 9 9 like that day !! haha
super comfortable man !!! haha
somemore can save money as well~
but too bad don have air con haha
but is ok for me la ~ haha
coz i already used to it no air con de life~ haha
only my fatty~ haha
he super cute~
when i lying on his body and enjoy the movie~
suddenly i fall a sleep~he don dare to move and don dare to wake me up
he just let me sleep 9 9 ~
haha
kesianNya dear~ haha
when i wake up~ only i realize i tertidur hahha
then that time only you move and your behind all is sweat !! haha super hot~ hahha
enjoy~
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