fail to control my EQ

今天的我
完全是灵魂飘出我的身体了
我完全找不回我自己
我没办法让自己有空闲的时间
还是自己独自的时间
每当我一静下来
我的脑海里又出现
所有总总的烦恼
亲爱的
告诉我该怎样
好不好？
昨晚到现在还在哭着
我真的很挣扎啊~

bii
please hug me tight
i need a hug
i need a shoulder
i need energry to stay strong
yes i know ~
im trying to get my spirit come back ~

i am so sorry to all my little girls and boys~
is really unfair to you all ~
because of my private things
i have totally no mood to teach
no motivasi to teach
don have to heart to stay close with you all
and don have the mood to work
but please give me sometimes to me clam myself
i really cant accept
although i know this is the fact
no matter how i also have to face it
but please really give me sometimes
because i really 处理不到
fail to control my EQ again