bleeding

i feel scare..i feel don wan become her second generation..i don want you all treat me like we all treat her that way...i just feel hurt this few days because you all are treat me with the different way..maybe i think too much~or maybe not..when i on the way back from school that time my brain are keep slide*ing some things..that make me feel that im so useless...for my everythings my relationship with you ...i know this few days i keep on very pek jek..but i also don know why i will like this...maybe sometimes you are playing with me but i think too much to that way..everythings is my problems..actually is feeling wanna cry soon..even in the car that time also feel that too..
i know maybe somethings i did somethings wrong..i apologize to everyone....
is it when the person that no mood that time while he/she listening any songs also feel upset and feel wanna fall of tears?when i try to look up to the sky that time i saw is raining..i feel that the rain are red..because my heart are bleeding..


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