change myself

today i also still the same..also feel very upset....
today just three of us me la..ling la..n siang yee..at school..i means our gang la..
other members are lazy..
today we talk alot of things..we talk bout our future..i really wish it can bring out our dream..
we also talk bout many things of friend's problem..
and i just realize somethings..
i don know what i doing is correct a not or wrong...
so that will make my security will hide something from me..
or maybe i just think too much too....
but in this matter that raelly make me think alot of things
is it my all my fasle?or not??
i don know..but i will change myself from this moment....
lastly
i have to tell everyone that i really use my real heart to make friend with you all...