talk to myself

Arh...still very pain ar..my tooth..
today is the second day le..
i really feel so pain...i cant sleep well yesterday whole night..
i feel wanna use toothpick to make the rubber come out..
i feel wanna throw it...
is really very pain..
and i cant eat anythings also..
just eat porridge whole day..
yam gong !!!
is really super duper pain lo..
arh..i really very be patient jor de lo..
if not ....
i already take out all the rubber le lo...
really fuck it !!!
do you all guys know??
how the pain??
the pain make me easy to get angry..
i really very pain now...
i don wan braces le..
don wan le..
but
i have no choice man..
already pull out tooth le..
some more is 4 tooth..some more is cant tumbuh balik jor de..
how come can say don wan braces now..
is too late le..

here i have to tell myself somethings :
MELODY..just accept it ba...
dont dream more le...
now you just sabar ...and sabar...
after this you will become more pretty le....