feel tired in everythings....

suddenly really feel moodles...
make me think back many things...i know i should not to think all that...but i cant control myself...
sorry dear...
hurt you again...
i cant do it...
once i think back all the sadness things i will think more others things......
im still thinking
am i suitable to have a relationship ???
am i suitable with you??
suddenly i feel wanna give up everythings...
i really feel very tired le...